haiz~ my dad is back, meaning i camt play the comp as much le.. ah well~ anyways, im leaving singapore this tuesday.. sian.. before leaving she still wanna gimme tuition =.= bitch..

ANYWAYS~!! i feel like talking to sum peeps before i go.. not gonna say who.. ahaha.. will miss them thou once i leave singapore althou its just until the 5th, prob is im not gonna bring the labtop over, so it means i cant use comp, no comp for 8 days, no mp3 for 8 days, only phone which i know i can use but cant use cuz parents dun wan me to waste money- for 8 days!! omg~ haiz~ i wanna "spend" sum time wi..th them before i go
hmm.. YESTERDAY MORNING SUMTHIN HAPPENED.
omfg~!!! when i was on the train at 738, there was this GOD DAM CUTE GUY on the train!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~!!!!!!!!! den believe it or not i was staring at him from sembawang all the way to khatib. i mean staring not literally staring all the way but as in took every opportunity to look at him. >.<>.<>.< he saw me again~ ahaha~~!!!

well.. too bad.. hes real cute larhx. cuter than anyone in our school X5

den.. what else happened. oh yea! choir day camp!! haiz.. sad miss yu is leaving, 9 dec.. that means we wont see her when school reopens.. althou i use to u know.. like not really like her last time.. but now it feels as if its so hard for her to leave us, and shes so sweet!! she even made us chocolate marshmellows.. but she said that it was her mom that made them, maybe it is her but she juz dun wanna say nia. haiz~ dunno la.. den zhang shou and i saw her out of the sch.. i cried in front of her larhx.. haiz.. i know i will miss her.

yesterday was pretty fun~ althou i spent i afternoon in the music room helping to clear the cupboard.. i was stamping legal music scores that the school bought.. they bought like so many larhx!! at least 20 of ea.. and most cost more than 1 buck.. i saw sum 1.60 and we ordered like so many!! and i saw our set piece [[ sunset ]] in SAB and SATB version.. haiz miss those days.. another is [[ everybody sang ]] okok la.. lol.. but got a lot of key changes.. anyways.. den after that we played taboo.. aiyo.. haiz~ den ate dinner.. had cake.. i put cream on ben's face.. >.< ahaha!! took photo with ah gong thou.. lol SRY I GAVE MY FIRST TO SAFA!!
AH GONG I LOVE YOU~!!
anyways.. haiz i will miss yall when you guys leave us.. must come back for choir~!!
we had light sticks that night.. and sang a lot of songs together.. i will try to post the nice ones on our choir blog.. ahaha haiz~ released at 930.. so late le.. i slowly walk home.. den i saw one old horny pervert.. hes an asshole.. he knock into a girl the girl didnt say anythin he over there rubbing his hands as if the girl is so dirty or sumthin.. aummore he knock the girl in the front =.= hes an asshole... hmmm..

den i smsed yong wei to ask him if he free to accompany me.. but he took so long to reply

i sms adonis if can call me.

den yong wei replied say orh

so i said haiz now going home juz finish camp.. so tired >.<>

den he said Im.. talking to jiale..

den juz nice adonis called me so i said to him oh den nvm bahx i get adonis to pei wo..

and den after a while he said wah lou got adonis dan ps me..

den i said no la u talking to sumone else i cannot disturb..

me and adonis talk till 11.19 den yong wei smsed me say ok liao nvr tok le..

and den i decided to try sumthin.. i gave him the repoly [[ orh.. ]] and send it to him

den he said wah lou i finish liao dan come pei u dan u giv me this kinda reply

so i said no la is cuz u juz now busy mahx sorry la~

den he said jk only la.

den i told him sry cant tahan le very tired talk to him tml? sorry good nitey sumthin lidat..

after he say walou finish liao come pei u u gimme this kinda reply i think i was sleepy le den i also dunno what im typing to it didnt make sense.. lol haiz~ but one thing is..
by the time he finish whatever hes doin im already safe and home and feeling sleepy. when i smsed him i was on the way goin home from khatib.. i one person going home alone lorx nvr so late before.. den mrt so many bangladeshi people.. i mean not that i dun like them or anythin but its scary u know.. den so little women in train all man lehx.. i know nothin will happen but im still scared.. cuz last time young that time i went out to downstairs de pasamalam with my maid.. den got bangladesh people folo us.. so scared that i cried while running den we ran all the way home.. its relaly scary lorx.. they even approached my maid la den she ask them get lost liao they still keep pestering her.. >.< so now when there's bangladesh people and im alone im really scared. but he took so long to reply me.. den lucky adonis free..
one thing i wanna say is.. dun take this to heart.. but how many of u people take others for granted? i mean like u only talk to them when u need help or when u are bored or troubled or blah blah? i mean seriously la.. its like.. when u need them den u come to them.. den when u dun nid them they are just a piece of invisible glass.. u cant see them.. or see throu them.. this is what im feeling about someone.. he treats me like.. sumthin.. i mean our frenship is sooo godamit on and off.. we are only close during holidays.. we always fight during school days. nothing goes well.. and whenever we fight.. finish liao is only when he needs to know about sumthin den he start to talk to me.. wtf? what am i to u? this applies to other people too.. i mean seriously.. i got feelings u know.. althou u feel this way too.. but its like.. i feel as im a fren whom u will only come to when u wanna know sumthin or when u are bored.. i hate this.. the feeling sucks. not that i dun want u to talk to me or want more attention from you but.. its just that.. i hate it when u sms me and say u are bored and want company.. but i feel that thats the only reason why im ur fren.. im just one whom u can talk to when u are bored.. but its ok.. cuz i dun wanna lose a fren because of this..haiz~
anyways back to just know, erm i was talking about yongwei.. ya.. den after that he say ok le nvr talk liao.. i was still talking to adonis.. talk until 1130 ++ den he said he nid to go i want to go talk to yong wei talk lorx but i told him nvm la dun talk to him le i think i go sleep liao very tired.. the reason i replied him orh only is cuz he also replied me orh.. not only once but a lot of times.. i also dunno what to say to him whenever he reply orh. grrr its hard to talk cuz orh always cuts off the convo.. =.= so yesterday i replied him orh to see how it feels like.. lol.. but den he sms me say that he nvr talk liao that time.. i was thinking.. the reason i smsed him ask him to pei wo was because i really nid company.. but he was busy.. den now he sms me tell me he nvr talk liao den i was like.. dotx.. now den u.. haiz too late le la.. by that time i reach home liao lorx.. what i felt was that.. u finish talking liao still sian den sms me =.= lol me and my childish thoughts.. but.. haiz i dunno la.. maybe i was... not sure.. but i know if i waited for u to reply me when im walking home i would not have people to pei wo cuz u were talking to sumone else.. i mean like.. hmmm.. haiz i dunno how to say...

haiya dunno la..

oh and im switching my blog to private le.. so i can blog abt my feelings..

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